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十一点四十七","scene":"两个房间","lines":[{"who":"","t":"十一点四十六。"},{"who":"","t":"江城下了三天的雨，今晚停了。"},{"who":"","t":"空气里有股湿墙皮的味道。"},{"who":"","t":"城东，二十六楼，一间朝南的公寓。"},{"who":"","t":"城西，六楼，一间朝北的出租屋。"},{"who":"","t":"两盏灯，前后差了四十秒亮起来。"},{"who":"","t":"没有人知道，另一盏灯也在亮。"},{"who":"","t":"——城东"},{"who":"","t":"江照坐在梳妆台前。"},{"who":"","t":"镜子边缘贴着一张便利贴，三个月前写的："},{"who":"","t":"「不要解释。」"},{"who":"","t":"她拧出口红，对着镜子涂。"},{"who":"","t":"涂到一半停了一下，用指腹把下唇的边缘抹开一点。"},{"who":"","t":"这样看起来像没涂。"},{"who":"","t":"手机在桌上震。"},{"who":"","t":"一百三十七条未读。"},{"who":"","t":"她划开，只回了一条，给运营：「今晚正常。」"},{"who":"","t":"剩下的都没点开。"},{"who":"","t":"点开就要回。回了就要解释。"},{"who":"","t":"她把手机翻过去，扣在桌上。"},{"who":"","t":"十一点四十七。"},{"who":"","t":"她按下开播。"},{"who":"","t":"弹幕半秒之内铺满屏幕。"},{"who":"","t":"她笑了一下。"},{"who":"","t":"那个笑很熟练，像有人在她脸上按了一个开关。"},{"who":"","t":"——城西"},{"who":"","t":"余渡的桌上只有一杯温水。"},{"who":"","t":"十点倒的，现在已经不烫了。"},{"who":"","t":"她把台灯拧到最暗的一档。"},{"who":"","t":"房间小，东西少。"},{"who":"","t":"一张桌子，一把椅子，一张床，一扇拉着窗帘的窗。"},{"who":"","t":"窗帘外面是另一栋楼的后墙。"},{"who":"","t":"她戴上耳机，把麦克风往嘴边推了两厘米。"},{"who":"","t":"试了一声「喂」。"},{"who":"","t":"声音很低，像怕吵到谁。"},{"who":"","t":"十一点四十七。"},{"who":"","t":"她也按下开播。"},{"who":"","t":"在线人数：十九。"},{"who":"","t":"她不说「欢迎」。"},{"who":"","t":"她从来不欢迎谁。"},{"who":"","t":"她只是坐着，等有人先说话。"},{"who":"","t":"两个直播间，一共一万两千零一十九个人。"},{"who":"","t":"没有一个人知道，这两个房间之间，隔着七年的冬天。"},{"who":"","t":"江照在镜头前讲今天遇到的出租车司机。"},{"who":"","t":"讲到一半自己先笑了。"},{"who":"","t":"弹幕说她今天状态好。"},{"who":"江照","t":"那当然。"},{"who":"","t":"余渡在镜头前没说话。"},{"who":"","t":"她在听一个人讲他养了十四年的狗。"},{"who":"","t":"听到最后，她只说了一句。"},{"who":"余渡","t":"它走的时候，你在旁边吗。"},{"who":"","t":"对面停了很久。"},{"who":"","t":"然后打出一行字：「在。」"},{"who":"","t":"她说：「那就好。」"},{"who":"","t":"十一点五十九。"},{"who":"","t":"两个人都看了一眼时间。"},{"who":"","t":"这个动作她们做了七年，始终没有对彼此说过。"},{"who":"","t":"十九岁那年冬天的事，她们都不提。"},{"who":"","t":"不是忘了。"},{"who":"","t":"是那件事，还没完。"}],"s":1},{"id":"y1","t":"第一章 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